I had a horrible experience with the Pfizer jab which I am still doing rehabilitation on.
The first jab caused tightness in the chest and I had a little trouble breathing for 10 days. However, the immunologist told me to proceed with the 2nd jab as it was more important to get the shot as we were letting delta go through the country – although no-one realized it was going to change into the milder omicron at that stage.
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But back to my experience, I had the 2nd jab and it was awful. I ended up at the emergency department 3 times and called the ambulance once. I also had a near death experience when I passed out. I’m still suffering 12 months onwards.
Initially, I had mini black outs that lasted for 6 weeks where I would just nod off and come to seconds later. I couldn’t drive as it was too dangerous. I also had pericarditis and had a heart attack which left a small crinkle on my heart. Also, my esophagus stopped working properly and I had to sleep upright in bed for some months. My chest was so tight I couldn’t breathe properly and my skin became super sensitive and toothpaste burned my mouth.
I also experienced vagus nerve damage. The vagus nerve is the longest nerve in the body and runs from the head down to the lungs, heart and stomach. It is a major component of your flight or fight response.
It has taken me many long months to heal the vagus nerve. I was throwing up multiple times a week because of the injury. Certain foods, too much water, bending over, and emotional responses would set it off – it has all been very weird. Even seeing something slightly gross on TV would have me running for the sink. Twelve months later and I still throw up far too often but it has improved immensely. I can do yoga now and eat and drink as much as I like without repercussions.
I have been doing all kinds of exercises to heal it. I have been very imaginative in my efforts.
After the Pfizer jab I also passed out twice. The first time I woke up in a seizure. I was very frightened. The seizures would not stop and were getting worse so I dragged myself out of bed. Whilst holding onto the kitchen counter, I walked back and forth, although it was more like stumbling, to try to force the seizures out of my body. Luckily it worked.
The second time I passed out I was sitting on the couch and just fell sideways.
I started travelling towards the light and it felt amazing. It was so wonderful and permeated all of me. My body didn’t seem to exist and I was only conscious of my consciousness. I wanted to go to the light as it felt so fantastic. After a little time, I realized that the light was THE LIGHT and freaked. I realized I was dying.
I tried to back pedal and stop travelling towards it. But its force was really strong and I struggled.
Then a voice came into my head and said, ‘If you don’t wake up now you are going to die.’
It was loud and woke me. I don’t know how I did it, but I dragged myself upwards to a sitting position.
That night I didn’t think it was wise to sleep, I was too scared, so I cleaned the house instead. It was a crazy night full of emotion and fear.
The next day I walked all day. I was still too scared to sit and rest, and I was trying to get the jab out of my body.
On that walk I had many parts of my life go through my mind. One by one all these scenarios came rushing to the fore front and I got to see them from a higher perspective. Everything contained love and a spiritual knowing. It was a profound experience. It was like a year’s worth of counselling packed into one day. Issues got unpacked. Beliefs got reconfigured super fast.
That near death experience did something to my psyche.
I’m so happy that happened to me. (I wasn’t at the time. But I am reframing it all as positive as I can be as this makes me feel better and stronger). I wish I could explain that experience to you more clearly. I can say that each time I was confronted with who I am I chose love as my underlying belief and this sustained me.
I’ve been angry about the long term effects the Pfizer jab has had on my health. I also then switch to positive and get on with making the most of my days. I also have a skin rash from covid which after 8 months is getting worse. So, I’m currently trying a regime to switch off the inflammatory response in my body. I’ll know more in a few weeks if it is working.
So, that’s it for now.
Best,
Monique
Dallas says
Hi, Monique! I’m truly sorry for what the pandemic has caused you. I will pray for you. I’ve followed you for a few years on twitter. To be honest, I almost wanna quit social media. Their is so much negativity and fear porn by MSM. It gets into my mood and then I’m not posting or acting right. I’m grateful for positive people like you. You looking for the positive in this pandemic, is what helps give me and others hope. Please never stop being you.
I’ve also had 3, NDE’s, they seemed very scary at the time, but after you get through it, you learn huge powerful lessons and knowledge. In the end when I think back.I’m glad they happened too. One lesson I learned was to enjoy life. To love much harder and to make sure those you love know it every single day. You never know if you will see them again. Anyway, I stopped at the second Moderna shot and started noticing, how they were desperately trying to get the whole globe to take an experimental drug to people, with no recourse for them, should the exp. Jab, kill or injure them causing disability. So I’m done with these mRNA shots. All of them. Flu,neumocogalpnemonia. I have experienced difficulties getting enough oxygen when just trying to do normal things around the house. Feeling gassed out. Had a little chest pain too. I had Covid back in June 2022. I’m not sure if it’s caused by the jab or possibly long Covid.
Anyways, thanks for sharing your Pfizer jab story. You’re not alone 😎
Sincerely: Dallas
Monique says
Hi Dallas,
Thanks for sharing. The shortness of breath could be caused by either or both. I’d definitely get it checked out as I know the immunologists in Australia are using various drugs to help people with long covid where as before they had no idea. Although if you are already following up on that please ignore my advice. 🙂
I’m glad you know to love harder and not to take life for granted as a result of your near death experience. Thank you for writing to me on my website and I wish you all the best.
Best,
Monique
Susie Wendorf says
Omg! I was encouraged by friends to get it but the flu shot almost killed me,ended up in ER, couldn’t breathe, threw up within 20 minutes, then deathly ill for 12 days.
They said I had a severe allergic reaction to it. Back in retail so I’m scared I’ll get Covid but too scared of allergic reactions, already have heart, lung issues. Pluresy left my lung wrh lesion scar tissue in the lining and my left lung is 30%. I read a nasal spray they’re working on is more effective. My friend has had Covid twice and she’s vaccinated, boosted. Working in retail through the holidays scares me. The mask makes me dizzy, lack of air if more than 1 hour.
You’ve gone through it bad!
I had a out of body hover over myself thrown out of a car that rolled 3 times. My HS BF at the time was holding me crying as I looked down ,like I’m here! Then I was there. So strange! So thankful you survived, but awful you’re still suffering! Here for you!
Monique says
Oh my goodness Susie you have been through the wringer!! I’m staying away from all vaccines. I pray that your body is strong and will always heal back to full health after any virus. Thanks for sharing your journey with us. Life can be tough but you are a very positive person.
Michael Donnelly says
I’ve been following you on twitter for more than a couple years. Please forgive me, but I lose my perspective on time when I allow much of my waking moments to be consumed by work.
Your positive outlook on life has always been an uplifting breath of fresh air. I am so terribly sorry that you are suffering so many ill effects from the jab. In this moment, I Say a prayer that healing triumphs in your body!
I being somewhat of a skeptic, I didn’t feel trusting over the motives of such strong push to get the vaccines. I made a commitment not to get the jab, even if it meant I would lose my job. I am thankful that I did not lose my job nor many days of work during the peak of the pandemic. At an auto manufacturer, we fell into the essential services clause. Production only stopped as a result of parts shortages for a couple weeks. I feel blessed to have not been diagnosed with Covid during this whole time.
My heart goes out to you as you struggle through ongoing complications from both the jab and from Covid. Sending love an healing energies your way! So thankful for you always sharing your inspirational thoughts!
Monique says
Hi Michael,
You have indeed been blessed. The pandemics has been uncertain and scary time for every one. I’m glad that you did not lose your job. Thank you for sending healing energy my way. And it is lovely to get your feedback. Stay strong. Monique