I’d trapped myself in survival thinking, soulness gone, parched, bereft on the rock torn shores of my previous unwanted adventures. Life had taken me low, against my will.
Memoir and Life Advice
I watched TV every night and cried. Then I would berate myself for being so emotional. Then something happened. I snapped, got so angry. Unlike anything I had experienced before.
Every morning I wake up I see horizontal slices of light come through a blind and I don’t know where I am. It’s a strange discombobulating experience. Even when sighting a piece of furniture I’m in a muddle. It takes minutes to assemble my bedroom items and make sense of them. I guess part of […]
I had received a phone call from my mother. She told me she had very bad news. She had to have a breast removed and then chemo. She needed to be operated on straightaway, and they had scheduled it for 12 days time. Right then and there, I pivoted on the spot again. (To find […]
It was a rough week. Mum started chemo. I searched for Bessie out on the farm (which we used to own but sold a while ago now) and had no luck. And I saw what has happened to my childhood farm. I drove out to the old property and saw my old home for the […]
Many of you may remember Bessie. She was my Dad’s dog. And when he passed, she became my dog. I had to put on her on a friend’s farm while I sorted my life out in Sydney. I wanted to take her up north with me. Even though, in her new home, she had […]