I watched TV every night and cried. Then I would berate myself for being so emotional. Then something happened. I snapped, got so angry. Unlike anything I had experienced before.
Memoir and Life Advice
Every morning I wake up I see horizontal slices of light come through a blind and I don’t know where I am. It’s a strange discombobulating experience. Even when sighting a piece of furniture I’m in a muddle. It takes minutes to assemble my bedroom items and make sense of them. I guess part of […]
I had received a phone call from my mother. She told me she had very bad news. She had to have a breast removed and then chemo. She needed to be operated on straightaway, and they had scheduled it for 12 days time. Right then and there, I pivoted on the spot again. (To find […]
It was a rough week. Mum started chemo. I searched for Bessie out on the farm (which we used to own but sold a while ago now) and had no luck. And I saw what has happened to my childhood farm. I drove out to the old property and saw my old home for the […]
Many of you may remember Bessie. She was my Dad’s dog. And when he passed, she became my dog. I had to put on her on a friend’s farm while I sorted my life out in Sydney. I wanted to take her up north with me. Even though, in her new home, she had […]
My last goodbye swim in the cliff pool near my house did not go down like I wanted it to. I was angry and upset. A few days prior, I had sent all of my belongings to Queensland. Now, all I had to do was finish tidying up and give access to the cleaners. I […]